February 26, 2010

Coincidence. That's all anything ever is. Nothing more than coincidence.

I've been dieing to see this movie for quite some time now.
I was waiting for that usual love story that touches everyones heart. This movie did touch me, but in a way in which i wasn't expecting. Love is just word, a word that you don't really know what it means, until you've experienced it, felt it, in your body, in your veins, your soul, and mind. It catches you off guard, but it's not on purpose, it's not timed, it's not planned, it's not forced, it just is. Coincidence, accidental, mistaken, but pure and true, and right...no explanation for it.. it just is. Noone can change this pattern, and honestly...who would want to? Life is unpredictable, if we went through life knowing exactly what was going to happen to us every single day, it wouldn't really be worth living. There would be no excitement, no surprises, no unexpectadness, and that is the stuff that makes life soo valuable, and that when people die...that's what they feel like they are missing. Now, my heart wrenches when i can't say that everyone gets a happy ending, or an easy way, or a hard way everyone just gets what they get, they play it by ear and move forward every second of every day. Sometimes will be ups, some downs, some mediocre, but that doesn't make any day less valuable. Every second counts, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month, and every year. Sometimes, things that have been there all along, didn't mean anything until that moment when they did, which could even be a year later than when you first encountered it. I'm just saying folks, i love my odds here. I love the risk of today and tomorrow, it's enticing, and i'm fully ready, to go with the flow, let it carry me, just let it happen, and be happy with whatever is handed to me, because every opportunity is one small pawn in the game of life. Live fully, no regrets, just smiles:).



worthless complication

Worthless Complication

Under this veil it holds the truth,
unseen and unheard.

The alligations, the lies,
were confirmed by my cries.

I am the worthless complication

The seeking is done,
the answer has
risen from its
supposed grave.

The confusion seeps
through the air and
stings and causes the nose
to bleed.

I am the worthless complication

The burn of your gaze,
continues to singe
and leads me to gasp in pain.

Goodmorning Love

Goodmorning Love

His gentle awakening whisper,
tingles in her ear.

Re-assures her, with him,
there is no fear.

She smiles softly,
in her sleep.

And into bed with her,
he creeps.

Her mind reminds her,
of the night before.

When he kissed her and said,
"I love you more."

And as he gradually,
slips under the sheets.

It is there,
that their two bodies meet.

He slides his hand,
upon her cheek.

And wipes away,
the tears that leak.

He opens her soul,
with a gentle smile.

This lets her know,
this is for a while.

He grabs a hold,
oh so tight.

Until awakened,
by a ray of light.

As he kissed her,
once with care.

They parted,
with a loving stare.

i am relieved

I Am Relieved

I cut deep to relieve my pain,

As the blood pours from my peeled flesh,

I am relieved

Relieved of life,
Relieved of sorrows,
Wasted away in a slice.

No more loneliness,
No more hatred,
No more world

It's just me
and my self in a calm place,
that's almost too perfect

All from just one cut

My fears have gone,
My pain has gone,
My life has gone

And just from one cut

As I come to,
I breathe air again,
and life is back to hell

Then back to the world,

I swallow my fear and pain,
I choke them back,
hold them in,
and then its back to the cut,

I cut deep to relieve my pain

I am relieved

Relieved of life,
Relieved of my sorrows,
Wasted away in a cut

I am relieved

My fears have gone,
My pain has gone...

My life has gone

I am relieved

nothing here

Nothing Here

Deathly sick
with the sounds of silence.

Frustrated with
not seeing your face.

I'm lost in
the screaming thoughts.

Broken from
uncertainty and woe.

Tomorrow is
another day.

a poem can make the heart sing..

Soo, i've got quite a few poems that have never been seen so I was thinking of posting them on here so I have some place where others can see them.

Push

Insecure,
yes.

push.

Deny feelings,
wrong.

push.

Rush and hold back,
sorry.

push.

Confirm this,
true.

push.

What do you want,
uknown.

push.

success at its finest hour

Take a deep breath.
The worst has come and gone.
It's time to be happy.
Show the world what i'm made of.

The path wasn't clear.
But the sun shined in an open area.
I reach for the moment.
I hold on strong.

I never lived before this second.
My world turned upside down.
Negativity is no longer in my vocabulary.
I'm only moving forward.

Dreams are now reality.
My heart has no fear.
My mind thinks freely.
I'm right where i'm supposed to be.